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I keep not thinking of anything interesting to write about that's more than 2 sentences long. And I keep not remembering the shorter ideas either.
I spent half the weekend in New York. Saw tons of people from my past, both surprises and not, and both recent past and way in the past. I like it there, sometimes.
Then I had dinner last night with my dad, step-mom, and step-brothers, to celebrate that my dad's been cancer free for a year! Yay!!! Great dinner, too. Mahi-mahi is my new favorite fish.
The Eagles won again. Yay!
Why is it that "dance like no one's watching" has such a good rep, but "sing like no one's listening" doesn't? I think that's silly. This is the final justification I need to never hold back my singing. I mean, I think I have a decent voice, but if you disagree, I officially no longer care.
<jew-stuff> At Kol Zimrah Friday night, I learned great melodies for ma'ariv aravim and v'shamru, both written by the guy leading services. Too bad I have no musical memory. I'll try to get Ben to send me some sort of copy of them, so I can really learn them. I did remember the melody for yigdal that we did, though, which I'd heard once before. I really need to collect a bunch these, and then actually lead services somewhere at some point. Still haven't really ever done that. I think that not only would I be capable of doing so at this point with only a little preparation, but I'd do an amazing job with either psukei d'zimrah or Shabbat ma'ariv in particular. </jew-stuff>
Regular paychecks are nice, I have to say. Being un-unemployed has its benefits.
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I spent half the weekend in New York. Saw tons of people from my past, both surprises and not, and both recent past and way in the past. I like it there, sometimes.
Then I had dinner last night with my dad, step-mom, and step-brothers, to celebrate that my dad's been cancer free for a year! Yay!!! Great dinner, too. Mahi-mahi is my new favorite fish.
The Eagles won again. Yay!
Why is it that "dance like no one's watching" has such a good rep, but "sing like no one's listening" doesn't? I think that's silly. This is the final justification I need to never hold back my singing. I mean, I think I have a decent voice, but if you disagree, I officially no longer care.
<jew-stuff> At Kol Zimrah Friday night, I learned great melodies for ma'ariv aravim and v'shamru, both written by the guy leading services. Too bad I have no musical memory. I'll try to get Ben to send me some sort of copy of them, so I can really learn them. I did remember the melody for yigdal that we did, though, which I'd heard once before. I really need to collect a bunch these, and then actually lead services somewhere at some point. Still haven't really ever done that. I think that not only would I be capable of doing so at this point with only a little preparation, but I'd do an amazing job with either psukei d'zimrah or Shabbat ma'ariv in particular. </jew-stuff>
Regular paychecks are nice, I have to say. Being un-unemployed has its benefits.
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logic at its finest.
and it doesn't really matter if you thought i was a girl or what. if you were attracted to me [which i know you were at one point - at the very least, on the infamous double date with klah and eli] then you were attracted to a genderqueer with, at the time, i think some mild gender dysphoria. i don't know for sure but i think that's what i've got now that keeps me from leaving my apartment because i hate the way people look at me and know who/what i am when i don't know who/what i am. only its stronger now. but i had it then, i just knew if i dressed sorta femme and didn't think about it too much then i wouldn't be questioned and i could kiss boys and sometimes girls and it would be okay.
if you'd like, i'll continue trying to convince you that you're a homo but i'd rather focus those energies on people like rob kallin and my more recent ex nick, who identify as hetero and whom i dated for four months each [my longests]. but it's fun for me so whatevs.